Wednesday, September 06, 2006
if i lay here
would you lie with me
and forget the world
;m e li s sa
10:27 PM
if i lay here
would you lie with me
and forget the world
' Novelyn ; novelyn ! wo ye shi hao xiang ni. ): i saw wanru yesterday but i didnt see you. i asked where were you and joy said you went home already. so sad please. we didnt have fate. i hope to see you real soon yesss. misses you muchie. takecare. lovelove <3
Daddy when are you going thailand. why so many people going thailand. pam is going too. or has she left. i dont know. i dont want anything. its alright. just enjoy yourself yes. imissyoudaddy ! loves. (:
yesterday was a bad day fer me. thankyou for making me feel better. it meant alot to me. so much just went through my mind. just bout everything. school, myself.
i just suddenly felt like giving up everything. school that i have worked hard for. its not what i really enjoy doing. but im trying to push myself hard to do my work. but it aint working. maybe for a number of modules i see myself going far but for one or two. i just cant. i hate doing it. i wonder why do i even go to school for sometimes. why do i waste my mums money and all our time. rather put it in better use. everyday i think. how long more do i have in this dreadful three years. ive only went through almost half of it. im frigging tired.
maybe its cause im having my period or something. but this time its hitting me hard. i feel so irritated with myself at times. and i dont know why i feel this way too. okay i just hope that this whole thing will be over fer me soon. i hate thinking so much. if you know me well. i dont like thinking. really. it tires the brain.
at least today was rather better for me. school was definately better compared to yesterday. though i tend to dread wednesdays alot. but yea. this time it was much much better. school even ended early. so yea. no complains to that. met bestie at marina. its been long since i last saw her. caught up a lil bit. then met jaren after that. yeaps.
you thanks for cheering me up yesterday yupp. it meant alot to me. thanks for everything. thanks for being here for me. im so glad that i have you. what would i do without you. iloveyou very much. you know that i do. <3
Daddy when are you going thailand. why so many people going thailand. pam is going too. or has she left. i dont know. i dont want anything. its alright. just enjoy yourself yes. imissyoudaddy ! loves. (:
yesterday was a bad day fer me. thankyou for making me feel better. it meant alot to me. so much just went through my mind. just bout everything. school, myself.
i just suddenly felt like giving up everything. school that i have worked hard for. its not what i really enjoy doing. but im trying to push myself hard to do my work. but it aint working. maybe for a number of modules i see myself going far but for one or two. i just cant. i hate doing it. i wonder why do i even go to school for sometimes. why do i waste my mums money and all our time. rather put it in better use. everyday i think. how long more do i have in this dreadful three years. ive only went through almost half of it. im frigging tired.
maybe its cause im having my period or something. but this time its hitting me hard. i feel so irritated with myself at times. and i dont know why i feel this way too. okay i just hope that this whole thing will be over fer me soon. i hate thinking so much. if you know me well. i dont like thinking. really. it tires the brain.
at least today was rather better for me. school was definately better compared to yesterday. though i tend to dread wednesdays alot. but yea. this time it was much much better. school even ended early. so yea. no complains to that. met bestie at marina. its been long since i last saw her. caught up a lil bit. then met jaren after that. yeaps.
you thanks for cheering me up yesterday yupp. it meant alot to me. thanks for everything. thanks for being here for me. im so glad that i have you. what would i do without you. iloveyou very much. you know that i do. <3
;m e li s sa
10:27 PM
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